It didn't occur to me what that really meant until that morning. I don't know what I was thinking. But I'm going to do my damnedest not to ever leave you again, as much as this place lets me.
[the honesty from adam is surprising, but then again, maybe not. the distance offered by text on a screen means that adam doesn't have to show himself being vulnerable, has the space of typing to give him room to think. maybe this is how they should always talk when there's something important to say.]
It doesn't matter if it was selfish, Adam. I didn't think you did it for me, I wasn't there. But you still did it. You think it wasn't enough, but it obviously was because you all survived despite everything. Sometimes just enough really is enough. It's not like I know how to fix this either. But we'll all figure it out.
So let me thank you for managing what I couldn't, and take it for what it is.
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[the honesty from adam is surprising, but then again, maybe not. the distance offered by text on a screen means that adam doesn't have to show himself being vulnerable, has the space of typing to give him room to think. maybe this is how they should always talk when there's something important to say.]
It doesn't matter if it was selfish, Adam. I didn't think you did it for me, I wasn't there. But you still did it. You think it wasn't enough, but it obviously was because you all survived despite everything. Sometimes just enough really is enough. It's not like I know how to fix this either. But we'll all figure it out.
So let me thank you for managing what I couldn't, and take it for what it is.