Yeah. I don't really remember why, there. That's just how it was.
[And, well - he's the one who brought it up, it won't serve well as an example if he isn't honest. Besides, it's over and done with and doesn't matter anymore, so it should be something he can talk about, even if it... really doesn't quite feel that way.]
Back home, I lost my hearing on that side when my dad threw me down a flight of stairs. I hit my head.
[And that was just - gone. It's not that Adam misses his past, it was pretty awful overall, it's that without it he can't really say that other person was him. On some levels, sure, but so much of who Adam is is because of where he comes from.]
So it wasn't really me. All of that was gone.
[And his point - which may have gotten a little muddy - is that he's sure it's the same for Lance. They feel like they know each other, but there's so much missing.]
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[And, well - he's the one who brought it up, it won't serve well as an example if he isn't honest. Besides, it's over and done with and doesn't matter anymore, so it should be something he can talk about, even if it... really doesn't quite feel that way.]
Back home, I lost my hearing on that side when my dad threw me down a flight of stairs. I hit my head.
[And that was just - gone. It's not that Adam misses his past, it was pretty awful overall, it's that without it he can't really say that other person was him. On some levels, sure, but so much of who Adam is is because of where he comes from.]
So it wasn't really me. All of that was gone.
[And his point - which may have gotten a little muddy - is that he's sure it's the same for Lance. They feel like they know each other, but there's so much missing.]