[He's not going to respond to most of that. He's still working on himself, still ever so slowly accepting that he can ask for help, or at least accept it when it's offered, and it won't change him. It won't make him belong to someone like he belonged to his father. He doesn't have to do everything all on his own.
He does know that, after the courtroom and nearly losing himself in a vision and the cave. But he's not quite accepted it yet, not really. It isn't easy.]
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He does know that, after the courtroom and nearly losing himself in a vision and the cave. But he's not quite accepted it yet, not really. It isn't easy.]
It didn't hurt?